Friday, October 29, 2010

Dead

Pull the trigger
Don’t think twice
Think fast
Bullet lodges into brain matter
Guts hit the ceiling
Blood on the wall
Your brain caved in
like a crater on the moon
Dead
You finally did it
Now you have nothing to look forward to
Aren’t you glad you did it?
I sure am
Now your pathetic existence
won’t trouble anyone, anymore
No one ever loved you anyway
Fucking worthless pile of shit

Political Gods

Politicians,
like their religious predicators
look down at people like slaves
And the people,
they look up at politicians,
like Gods who will win their salvation

They give people a simple solution,
praise me or perish
Put all hopes in leaders and all will be fine
But to deny this,
means death

All one has to do is look around
And see-
How cruel the world is
The best our lords have to offer?
If so,
one has to ponder,
What this says of heaven,
if their influence is religion

Modern people have abandoned God
And they also abandon,
spirituality
Why is it however,
that mankind still holds on to the idea of-
Master
The idea of individuality is still to come
Government,
derived from the idea of religion
God’s ruling their slaves
Hoping they never question

Delving Into the Mindset of a Macho Teenager Who Hates Poetry

Three black boys,
walk up the street and say,
“Who sits outside all day... and READS!”
Oh, how I fell sorry for these kids,
for they’ll spend the rest of their days,
glued to a screen,
for they’ll not know the joy of language
And is it not ironic,
as I sit here reading one of my favorite poets,
Terrance Hayes,
who is also black?
Portraying their macho attitudes,
I sit here and smile,
with joy
For their loss,
as cliché as it sounds,
is my gain

One Thousand Years

One Thousand Years

When I was twenty
I thought of when I was fifteen
I thought of how juvenile I was

When I was thirty
I thought of when I twenty
I thought of how immature I was

When I was forty
I thought of when I was thirty
I thought of how much I’ve changed

When I was fifty
I thought-
IF I could live one thousand years
What would I think of myself now?

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Mars Colonization - Spreading the Plague

So, I read today about how we're getting real fucking close to having a manned mission to Mars. Of course, logistically, there's not much of a chance of the ship coming back, because you know, you can't carry that much fuel and you'd have to have a launching station already set up on Mars... So what the article proposes is that they send a one-way mission and the astronauts 'Colonize' Mars so everything all set so back and forth missions can start happening...



Everyone's thinking "OH SWEET!THIS WILL BE RAD!" I mean, sure this is all fine and dandy, and fun stuff to think about, fun to read about. I'm all about gaining knowledge about the universe around us... But we should be aware; the drive for this mission is not the conquest of knowledge, but rather the expansion of civilization, the furthering of empire...

The reason we so desperately need to get off of this hunk of dirt, water, and greenery, is because we're coming to the brink of ecological destruction. Well really, if you look around, we're already there... Thousands of species of plants, trees, animals, vertebrae and non, all vanishing faster than the speed of light... Plastic islands in the pacific, bigger than Texas, 'dead zones' in all of the major oceans in the world, etc... So really, we're trying to get the fuck off of this planet before it causes too much 'hurt' to CIVILIZATION.

Let's talk about civilization... What is it?



Civilization is defined as ...the procession of human societies generally toward more development and use of more complex technology, higher population densities, increasing per capita gross domestic product, and other significant advancements... Because we, most of us, live inside the confines of civilization this seems fine and dandy. More complex technology! Awesome! A higher GDP! WHOOPDY FUCKING DOO!

What the definition forgets to leave out is the burgeoning of classes (and the conflicts that arise), the centralization of power (be it governmental, economic, or religious), the mass importation of goods (since everyone lives in cities)... And of course we can't forget, the forcing of 'civilized' ways of life on the 'non civilized'... (look, every-fucking-where in history... American Indians, Aztecs, the indigenous people of northern Europe, etc etc) But of course, the first rule of the civilized is, never be critical of yourself; because then you might doubt yourself... And doubting yourself when you live in a delusional world, well that would be disastrous. Keep believing your one view of life and how it should be...

So what I'm really getting at is, we're only going to Mars (and still fucking around on the Moon) because civilization needs a new host to drain. We need more resources. We don't want to change. We don't want to clean up the mess we've made. We want to be snotty little brats.

I don't wanna see a McDonalds on Mars. I don't wanna see Megachurches on Mars. I don't wanna see genetically modified chickens roaming around missile silos that scatter the landscape of New Detroit, south west of New Toronto. (lol hypothetical mars metropolis')

Everyone needs to realize, civilization is not sustainable. Civilization is not desirable. Civilization is the apex of centralization of power, the apex of domination of man over man, man over beast, and man over nature... And soon it will be of man over the entirety of measurable reality... I don't think cool tech toys and genetically modified food and a generally plastic and safe reality is a good trade off for pure existence, freedom, and natural order... Maybe you do; but if you do, realize you are my enemy. You are the enemy of nature. You are the enemy of peace. You are the enemy of harmony.

I personally, think going to mars is a big fucking waste of time and especially a huge waste of money when the planet is falling apart at the most base of levels... So fuck off space cases!

Monday, October 18, 2010

Two Short "Poems"

Here's two quick little things I wrote about a year and a half ago when I was going through my depression.

Insane

I'm going insane
Scoop the insanity
With a spoon
Out of my brain! 


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Stoned Love

 I look into the eyes of my loved one
and she asks me,
"What color are my eyes?"
"Blue," I answered
She sits there and stares at me with beauty...
"No, I mean are they red or not? I'm stoned as shit," she replies

Three Pillars of the Universe

*This is more prose rather than poetry*

Three Pillars of the Universe

I'm not a religious man
But a spiritual person

I don't believe in purpose
But for the individual to make his own purpose

Nor are my hopes in-
God
Religion
The State

The individual is the center of the universe
And the universe is the center of the individual
Neither is separate, but one